Wednesday, 3 December 2008

感情收藏

我从来都知道hank和karen直接有很多很多的故事,只是,短暂的记忆闪回,片段的构造还是足以让我感受到两个人之间的感情。

或许,只是hank更喜欢chasing而不是catching吧,或许,只是相恋相识太久太过熟悉习惯吧。揉在一起的是,两个人共同经历的这十几年。

我在想,那我呢?

十几年后的我又会以什么状态面对曾经的爱?那个自己当初认为要一辈子牵手的女孩。

也许,是我怕过,我不知道该如何去面对当初的两个人,也或许,只是我,喜欢追逐的旅程吧。

A letter from Hank

If you're reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it.So, good for me.

You don't know me very wel but you get me started,I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard the writing is for me.But this...this is the hardest thing I've ever had to write.

There's no easy way to say this, so I'll just say it.I met someone. It was an accident. I wasn't looking for it. I wasn't on the make.It was a perfect storm. She
said one thing. I said another.Next thing I knew, I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation.Now there's this feeling in my gut.

She might be the one. She's completely nuts...in a way that makes me smile -- highly neurotic. A great deal of maintenance required.She is you, karen.

That's the good news.

The bad is that I don't know how to be with you right now.And it scares the shit out of me. Because if I'm not with you right now, I have this feeling we'll get lost out there. It's a big, bad world full of twists and turns, and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment...the moment that could've changed everything.I don't know what's going on with us, and I can't tell you why you should waste a leap of faith on the likes of me...but, damn, you smell good -- like home.

And you make excellent coffee.

That's got to count for something, right?

Call me.

Unfaithfully yours,

hank moody.